The other day Jeremy said that since we have a lot of air miles just sitting around, and since I could probably use a break from the girls, and since Brayton may not like a 5 day drive strapped in his car seat, I should probably just fly back to Kansas.I was hesitant, since I know I'll miss my girls and my sweet husband dearly. Dearly. IMMENSLY! I then started thinking of all the "what if" scenarios that could happen with Jeremy driving solo and me at home alone (Brayton can't really fend someone off if they're attacking us in the night. Yes, I think of those highly unlikely kinds of things).
We said a prayer together.
It will be OK.
We'll have an increased appreciation for each other. It will be a nice break. It will be more enjoyable for everyone without having a screaming baby and mother in a car for that loooong drive. We will have time to bond with our children more fully. We have the means, so why not?
It will be OK.
I got my ticket last night. I bought (with air miles, of course) the last seat on a red eye to Denver...it's in First Class...(at no extra charge even!)and a super duper cheap ticket onward to Kansas City. I'll be home before Jeremy even has the car loaded and pulls out of the driveway.
It will be bitter-sweet, the girls may scream bloody murder when I'm dropped off at the airport, it may be tough doing things without the other helpmeet, I may cry myself to sleep, but it will be OK.